STT. Will Roberts faces second hair loss as family confronts a difficult treatment decision
There are moments in life when experiencing them a second time feels completely different.
It’s no longer a pure surprise like the first time.
It’s no longer a state of shock where all you can do is try to survive hour by hour.
The first time my hair started falling out, it all felt like a shock.
The family only had time to look at each other, trying to reassure one another that everything would be alright.
Adults tell themselves, “It’s just hair.”
They try to be strong, try to smile, try to believe that this is only a small part of the healing journey.
But the second time was different.
The second time was no longer the naivety of untested hope.

It’s a chapter no one wants to revisit, because everyone already understands its price.
They knew how long that feeling would last.
They knew the sleepless nights would return.
They knew that every strand of hair that fell out was not just a change in appearance, but a sign of a battle that was far from over.
And they also know how difficult the road ahead is.
But amidst all of that, the boy was still there.
It was still that familiar smile.
His eyes were still blazing with fire.
The spirit remains unwavering.
As the clippers hummed steadily, and “cutting Carl” began shaving away what remained, the boy didn’t lower his head.
He even laughed.
A smile that evoked both heartbreak and pride in those around him.

Because they know that what defines him isn’t his hair.
It’s not about appearances.
It’s not what the disease has taken away.
You are defined by how you stand firm.
Because of the way he faced it.
Because of the way he never gives up.
This is just another page in his story.
A story that continues to be written day by day.
And no matter how difficult this chapter may be, it belongs to a warrior.
While the spirit remains strong, the reality of medicine is not so easy.
Today, the platelet count is below the required level.
That means the trip to Santa Monica won’t be able to happen as soon as planned.
A plan has been prepared.
A glimmer of hope has been raised.
But then we had to put it on hold.

The family has sent updates to doctors in California.
They are waiting for a response.
Meanwhile, they must continue to look forward.
Another appointment awaits them in Birmingham on Thursday.
Every appointment carries with it hope.
But it also brings worries.
And then, some numbers emerged that made things more complicated than ever.
Your alkaline phosphatase level is 570.
That’s the lowest level ever.
A number that is approaching normal levels.
On paper, this is a positive sign.
The numbers seem to suggest that the current treatment is effective.
It brought a ray of light.
A glimmer of hope that the family had been waiting for for a very long time.
But that hope came with another truth.
This is just a standard chemotherapy regimen.
And his oncologist had never seen a case with such a high rate of disease progression that could be survived solely through this method.
That’s when things got difficult.
It’s no longer just a story of numbers.
It’s no longer a matter of just looking at test results and making a decision.
But it’s a problem with no clear solution.

There, every choice carries a risk.
There, every decision can change the future.
The family is at a crossroads.
One option is to continue on the current path, because the indicators are improving.
On one hand, they are moving forward, searching for an alternative treatment option, because they don’t know how long this “window of opportunity” will last.
There are no easy choices.
There is no definitive answer.
Because they don’t have the privilege of waiting.
They can’t just say, “Let’s see what happens.”
Time does not stand still.
Opportunities in California won’t wait for them forever.
Each day that passes makes the decision more urgent.
This is the reality for families battling illness.
They have to consider everything.
Data.
The timing.
Reality.
Feeling.
Hope.
Fear.
They are all intertwined.
And amidst all of that, they still have to make the best choice for their child.
One choice can determine life or death.
A choice nobody wants to face.
But they still have to face it.
Because they are parents.
And because that boy deserves every opportunity possible.
By the end of the day, everything still felt like a gamble.
A gamble where the reward is life.
A gamble with a price too high to imagine.
They need a bit of luck.
They need miracles.
They need accurate shots like Jason usually does.

Because in moments like these, sometimes belief doesn’t just come from science.
It comes from love.
Through perseverance.
From a hope that refuses to fade.
The boy was still smiling.
We’re still fighting.
Still living each day with everything I have.
And his story isn’t over yet.
It is still being written.
Line by line.
One day at a time.
And no matter how difficult the road ahead may be, this chapter…
Still belongs to a warrior.

