SO. A MOTHER’S HEARTBREAK: “MAYBE GOD DOES STILL HEAR ME”
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Jaxen has been fighting cancer again for 2 years now he is such a strong brave soul. Without the support we need this time this journey has been very hard. We don’t have a working vehicle. We now live over 40minutes from the hospital. Lyfts back and forth to hospital is expensive. Having to order your groceries is expensive.A lot of times I have to pick between groceries and taking Jaxen to appointments or his medication and medical supplies that’s insurance won’t pay. For him to make it through this next part of treatment we truly need funded. My mind body and soul are exhausted. I keep crying and praying to God for a miracle he has done before. ️️. Once you are in this cancer journey you realize just how much money really matters. No matter what they put in media. Money and hospital politics are definitely the biggest issues throughout childhood . As a mother of 4. With 2 autistic children. Jaxen’s older brother also has autism. As a society we know having children is expensive. Then add having children autism. Plus the youngest one has autism and cancer. It makes the little money we get monthly like non existent. It’s crazy the first time Jaxen had cancer we were homeless. But we had funding. We had gotten donations from gofundme plus a grant TylerbRobinsonFoundation grant. That was Absolutely amazing!!! Now this time around we have no permanent financial support. But we have a home. Please help me and my family. It’s just me out here on this battle field. Your donations help my son get to appointments that gives us more time with him. Your donation help me pay a bill I had to not pay so I could get groceries plus the foods only Jaxen will eat. Your donations help And this mama needs help more than ever have before. Jaxen is walking breathing miracle that devil is trying so hard to destroy. By making my resources slim to none. Please help and may you blessed abundantly for doing so

(from when I first started the page )
Hello everyone!
Some of you know Jax’s story. And some of you may be new to his journey. Jaxen was diagnosed in 2018 with stage 4 neuroblastoma cancer. During that journey our family became homeless due to black mold that was in our home. And the landlord wouldn’t fix it. Jaxen Dad and I separated. And have been 5 years now. The whole thing literally turned my entire life upside down. Once Jaxen was in remission 2021. Life was starting to look up again. Jaxen started Burkett with wonderful teachers. And I had started back working. His oldest sister graduated. Every thing was everything . Fast forward to 2023. January Jaxen started limping we had scans every thing was clear. February House was hit by vehicle literally went inside the house we had to move. Unexpectedly. That took a toll. Then March Jaxen got hand foot and mouth a HORRIBLE CASE OF IT !! Then strep in April. By now my mommy senses are tingling. May he got sick again respiratory. He seemed a little better towards the end but not 100% June sick again come to children’s he has pneumonia. Still the Doctors haven’t said anything about his cancer returning. But I could feel it coming. A week after we got out the hospital. Dr. Aye called me and said Jaxen cancer had returned. I can not even begin to describe. How angry and confused and just defeated. That all felt. I ended up losing my job. With Jaxen constantly getting sick. Jaxen is the youngest of 4. I honestly have flashbacks. Just being in this hospital. And now doing a gofundme. It feels like defeat again. I don’t really have a support system. My mother has been gone with her maker 16 years now. My brother 6 years. This whole ordeal is so heavy on our spirits. How vulnerable you feel. I was hoping to never feel this vulnerable again. I know everyone has there own problems and issues. If you do find it in your heart to donate. Just know anything helps. And it will be used to help Jaxen through this journey again. And greatly appreciated.
update :2025
Jaxen has been fighting cancer again for 2 years now he is such a strong brave soul. Without the support we need this time this journey has been very hard. We don’t have a working vehicle. We now live over 40minutes from the hospital. A lot of times I have to pick between groceries and taking Jaxen to appointments or his medication and medical supplies that’s insurance won’t pay. For him to make it through this next part of treatment we truly need funded. My mind body and soul are exhausted. I keep crying and praying to God for a miracle he has done before. ️️. Once you are in this cancer journey you realize just how much money really matters. No matter what they put in media. Money and hospital politics are definitely the biggest issues throughout childhood cancer. Thank you to anyone that gives and my you be blessed abundantly
